Only God Knows Why

I’ve been sittin’here

Tryin’ to find myself

I get behind myself

I need to rewind myself

Lookin’ for the payback

Listen for the payback

They say that every man

Bleeds just like me

And I feel like number one

Yes I’m last in line

I watch my youngest son

And its help to pass the time

I take to my pills

Its helps to easy the pain

I made a couple of dollar

Bills still I feel the same

Everybody knows my name

They say it way out loud

A lot of folks f**k with me

It’s hard to hang out in crowds

I guess that’s the price you pay

To be some big shot like Iam

Outstreched hand and one night stands

Still I can’t find love

And when your walls come tubling down

I always be around

And when your walls come tubling down

I always be around

People don’t know about

The things I say and I do

They don’t understand about

They shit I’ve been trough

It’s been so long since

I’ve been home

I’ve been gone

I’ve been gone for way too long

Maybe I forgot all the things I’ve missed

Oh somehow I know there’s more to life than this

I said it too many times

And I still stand from

You get what you put in

And people get what they deserve

Still I ain’t seen mine

No I ain’t seen mine

I’ve been giving just ain’t gettin’

I’ve been walking that there line

So I think I’ll keep on walking

With my head held high

I’ll keep moving on and

Only God knows why